Archive for August, 2008

What’s wrong with me?

Wednesday, August 27th, 2008

A lot of things have happened since I last posted, but I’m not home yet so I’m going to keep it short and give you all the non-juicy details when I get settled again. Right now I’m staying at my grandma’s house because my own house is being renovated, and breakfast is almost ready so here we go!

I got a call from my gynecologist because they found some abnormal cells in my last test a few weeks ago. I’m going in to the hospital on September 9th to get a biopsy thingy done to see if they are cancerous or not. My chances are good that they aren’t, but my body is a psycho weirdo and I’ve always been in the minority when it comes to my health so I’m keeping my fingers and toes crossed.

I still have mucho paino but I’ve been sucking it up enough to cut back on my pain medication. I can’t wait to get fixed so I don’t have to take it at all! I’m still going for diagnostic surgery soon (hopefully) after this procedure on the 9th so we shall see what else is wreaking havoc in my uncooperative body.

Anyway, with all the goings on lately, I’ve been in a weird place. I feel completely out of sorts from not being at home, and I’ve been worried about what could possibly be wrong with me. So I’m going to leave you with a song that always makes me feel good. It’s from Pride and Prejudice, one of my favorite movies. I listen to this song over and over when I’m feeling crappy. I guess you could say it makes my heart feel lighter, for lack of a less corny phrase.

So, without further adieu, here is “Your Hands Are Cold“. Don’t laugh. It’s really good.